Spring Break Calendar

Fri 4/3:
Sat 4/4:
Sun 4/5: Goldfish at 7 p.m.
Mon 4/6: Knott's w/ Krn club
Tues 4/7: DMV at 12:00
Wed 4/8:
Thurs 4/9:
Fri 4/10: Spa with Nicole and Mom
Sat 4/11: AX Meeting
Sun 4/12:

pride day!

I planted those tiny bushes with Jeff Khvu, Dorothy, and Jeffy Li. TEAM 4 FTW!


It felt really good to help out the school. I planted like 4o flowers/bushes/roses, took out all the weeds by the bowl, put mulch? on the dirt, shoveled the left over pile of mulch for like an hour in the sun (i got burnt...), and worked my booty off!
A lot of people just showed up and sat around. It made me upset, but I was just so proud that the school looked so nice! There are flowers and plants everywhere, it looks a lot better than last year. They removed the gum from the floors and repainted all the trash cans. But, they sanded off random splotches on our publicity closet...I don't understand...because it's like...what the heck?! Well, anyways, I really had a good time. I liked working hard! I am super sore now...I will only get worse. ): But I felt like I lost a lot of weight from the work out. Haha!
I gained it all back from Chipotle afterward...yum.

oh baby baaaby

IT'S GO TIMEEE.

I always feel sad.
I like to pretend to be a joking, fun person...but in reality I'm always depressed.
Sad life for Katie Edwards.
Whateeeverr.
I guess we have our ups and downs.
I think too much. Yuuup.
American Idol is pretty addicting. ANOOOP!

Anyways, school has been a bummer.
I just want to fast forward.
I'll focus on the future...

I'm ready.

i was right

in the end.

cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth i can be,
thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
and you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

i can't wait for the future.
i hope everything turns okay...

i'm not moving. i'll be here.
i've struggled so much with this.
i should be finished, but i'm not yet.
because i'm still waiting.
i'm going to wait until the future comes.
because maybe it will be better than it is now.

each one a line or two...

i'm fine baby; how are you?

i love michael buble.
and celine dion.
they are the angels of music.

I always regret stupid stuff.
I still regret what happened.
I guess I understand why it happened, and I've moved on...but I still wish it never did happen.

I don't know how to feel anymore. I want to pause! life and then fast forward.

I want to learn how to play the ukulele again!
Jeffy--teach me!

"You know what...you're cute!"
"Stoooop iitt! Haha, you are a cutie, too."
"I like you."
"I like you, too."

sunbeam

here's to all the pretty words we will never speak
here's to all the pretty girls, you're going to meet

is there trouble on the line?
did my heart break enough this time?

it feels good to be free.

please come back home.
i miss you, you know.
surrounded by a million people, i still feel all alone.
i've been keeping all the letters that i wrote to you
each one, a line or two
i would send them, but i know that it's just not enough...
my words are cold and flat...you deserve more than that
i wanna go home, i've got to go home
let me go home, i'm just too far, from where you are
i want to come home

raison

the reason why i am trying out for executive...
honestly, i see the mistakes ASB has made.
i want to win. so i dont make the same mistakes.
but we are bound to make new mistakes.
we are going to screw up.
we will pick the wrong people.
mistakes are inevitable.
so why am i trying out?
because i want to fix things?
because i thought ASB was different.

when i tried out for ASB last year, i was taking a huge risk.
the reason why i never tried out for senate was because i saw everyone get rejected.
i decided to hold onto my pride and never try out.
even though, i really wanted it.
i really wanted to make ASB.
i thought it looked amazing.
everyone respected you.
everyone looked up to you.
you got to go to dances, assemblies, dress up, and do all these things...and not look dumb.
but when i made ASB, i realized...people weren't as excited as i was to dress up and cheer at football games.
they didn't want to go to poster parties and they didn't want to try hard.
and even if they did...they lost it...
i lost it.
i didn't have any inside "connections" like everyone else who made it.
i wasn't on senate.
i didn't know anyone except for amish.
i was just doing it...because i really wanted to.
i tried really hard. and i made it.
the reason why i didn't want to try out for executive is because i didn't want to lose.
i wanted to play it safe and do spirit again.
it's what i knew how to do.


what is there to lose?

i can see your halo

sometimes people put walls up in their lives not to keep people out...
but to see who's strong enough to break them down

i'm tired

i want to go to sleep tonight and never wake up.

yummy in my tummy

tim and i went out to dinner.
i finally finished SAT class.
i scored 1890 on an ELITE SAT.
so i think i will do just fine on the real SAT.
i'm not hoping to get over 2000.
well, i would like it.
but i don't think i will.
i suck hardcore at math. and vocab, apparently.
i ace every vocab test i took at elite, but my vocab still sucks.
the only thing that brings up my score it writing.
i miss only a couple on mult. choice and i get 10ish on my essays.
yaay for that.

there is this really ditzy girl in my SAT class...she scored 2270 today.
i was like...what the heck..
she asked a boy if he spoke african.
o.m.g.
even i am not THAT dumb.
but still, she is really good at SAT.

there were so many interesting people in my SAT class.
like this one sorta fobby kid who only came to class for critical reading.
he gets 800 on math and very high scores on writing (i think his essays bring him down, cause he gets like 6-8 range), but sucks at critical reading.
he never did ANY homework and would just sit there during other classes.
he was super funny.

i think that one girl was in my winter boot camp class, because she looks familiar, but i can't really remember. the only people i remember from that were paul, gerard, hanne, josephine, annie, christian, and enoch. actually, that's a lot.
i liked boot camp way better. they were more my type.
everyone in my regular class is super smart.
in boot camp, they envied me for my skills in writing.
in my current class, i am average.

its okay. its over.
hopefully i don't fail this SAT so i can stop taking classes.

i don't know if i should put my SAT class in the past or present tense.
so i switched around. hahaha!

i ate with tim today.
it was yummy.
we ordered:
takoyaki
negiyaki
tempura udon
vegetable tempura
teriyaki salmon
&tea!
i was super full.

i hate haters, cowards, and hypocrites.
i am all three.

i hate how people just hate each other for no purpose other than hate.
nothing comes from hate BUT hate, and who wants that?
i am so disappointed in our world, our community, and our school.
sometimes people forget just how bad it feels to get picked on.
how much it hurts to be made fun of.
how terribly it stings to be talked poorly about.
i wish people would realize that life isn't worth living if you are living with hate.
i wish i would realize that as much as i want to be better, it's going to take a lot more work.

those who hide behind their words and only say what they can get away with.
those who pretend to be strong, because they are too afraid to be weak.
those who are terrified to be who they want to be,
because the truth hurts.
sometimes people don't put walls up to keep people out; they do it to see who's strong enough to break them down.
who wants to break them down.
who tries to break them down.
who can break them down.
we all want someone to be that someone who will care.
but we remain in fear that when we are who we want to be, people will hate us for it.
but really, we should just be who we are.
as simple and as dumb as that sounds; that's all it takes to find that someone.

let it melt on your tongue like sugar;
dissolving and creating a sweet sensation only you can describe and feel.
nobody deserves to be hated.

we could just

hold each other tight
we don't need to say goodbye
come away with me
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i like girl scout cookies.


ahhhh tim xue!