you know what.
i've learned in high school that being yourself doesn't work.
every time i try to be myself, everyone just hates me for it.
i know i act like it's all for fun, but when people make fun of me for liking the jonas brothers, hsm, koalas, or other stupid things, it really hurts.
im so tired of people making fun of me.
it sounds so childish...but i've basically gone my whole life like this.
i dont hate you for what you like.
why do you have to hate me for what i like?

how am i supposed to be myself when all i do is get ridiculed for it?
people always make fun of me. i hate it.

seriously. i was anorexic. and i was depressed. because of my insecurities. why do people still torment me?
its your faults that i tried to kill myself.
why cant everyone just leave me alone?
just let me live without making fun of me.

how sad is it that we live in such a world, that even when high school students are supposed to be "mature" they still treat others like shit.


i hope everyone has fun picking on me and treating me like shit.
im so tired of being made fun of.
i hate going to school because of people like you guys.

the worse part is, im just being myself. i cant even express myself without being afraid of people hating me for it.