kate nash

Kate Nash
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oh how i missed theeee

i have not forgotten about you blogspot!
i still love you, man.

i think that this past week i've done a considerable amount of damage.
the reason why i'm so bitter and hateful is because i actually miss being your friend,
and how things used to be.
but i know that won't happen again, so this is my immature way of getting over it.
i see stupid things that remind me of how dumb we were, and i miss it.
i know it's kinda prideful to say this, but i don't think i was the one that changed.
i think it was you. but, people change, and there's no blame.

and to be very honest,
i was cleaning out my room today.
i found a lot of old memories from when i was dating tim.
they were all very nice to look back upon.
they made me realize that i do kinda like relationships.
and maybe i am not so much afraid of commitment as i previously was.
i kinda enjoy being secure and loved.
i don't really feel that anymore, and i used to not miss it...but now, i guess i sorta do.

whatever. i don't want to think too hard.
hahaha, goodnight y'all.

it's getting late

and your dinner is getting cold.



God is good. all the time.
praise Him.

my little piggy

he sits next to my computer.
he's really cute.
he's white and has a star on his head.
i don't know how to spell his name,
but my sister named him bunjow or something.


why is it that half of my friends make me want to throw up cause i'm so sick of being around them?

hectic

i should have taken my pills 2 hours ago.
then i wouldnt be awake.
if i take it now, i will not be able to wake up tomorrow morning.

this has been the craziest weekend of my life.
after all of this, to think that i have to go through it at least one more time.
my heart was settled, but now its changed.

God really does provide miracles.

it's in His will.

im going to school tomorrow for the first time in a long time.


i can't think past tomorrow.

stay with me

no matter what it takes just say you'll say
just say you'll stay


working on my college apps.
i think that inspiration comes from hardcore sitting still for hours at end.

i guess with all this craziness i don't have time to think about things like that.
its a bit trivial.

but i guess its just cause i'm used to waiting like this.
only a couple of months.

and why would i dream about something like that?
that shouldn't have even crossed my mind.
because it's pointless and will only cause me pain.

it's no surprise i can't forget you
no matter what i do
i will always carry you in my heart

bad romance

i really am not a fan of lady gaga.
but i admit to dancing to a myriad of her songs.
it's pretty fun.
and i quote,

"Won't people get upset that they don't have their Lady GaGa for a dance?" -Sara La Framboise
"Yes. Me." -KT Edwards
------<3
Despite all that's happened this year, I'm very thankful for everyone and everything.
If I could go back, I wouldn't change a thing.

I'm ready to get out.
I'm sick of studying and I want something more meaningful.
I enjoy nature, but I love the city lights.

There's gotta be more out there than just high school.
And I do high school well.
It suits me.

Still. There's more out there, and I'm determined to find it.